Tuesday, October 14, 2008

The Hardest One

I didn't know I was going to cry, but there I was, laying down, legs propped up, 17 million more sperm doing their thing in my uterus and my ears are filling up with salty tears.
They just kept coming.
I don't know who is in charge of this baby business but I'm really ready for my baby now.
Thank You.

8 comments:

Heidi said...

My first IUI post miscarriage did the same to me, we weren't supposed to be back on that table so soon.

This one is going to work. And it is going to stick.

Love and hugs

mulberry said...

xxoo a big hug... here's hoping this one is the one xxoo

shindagrl said...

I love you, Darc. I can't wait to be an Auntie!!!! You'll get pregnant and have that sweet baby in your arms soon..........

nutella said...

It's a perfectly understandable and valid response. May this wait be fruitful and successful.

tbean said...

Thinking of you! xo

insertmetaphor said...

You've been through a lot lately - it makes a lot of sense that you'd react this way. I'm ready to sign onto a sternly worded letter about getting our babies once we figure out who is in charge of the biz.

Hugs to you.

word to your mother(s) said...

I am going to say positive wishes for you during the next two weeks. Your feelings are valid and ever so appropriate.

babypants said...

oh it is time for your baby now... I can not imagine how this would not have been a super emotional IUI. I say embrace it and this baby has got to be on its way. xo L.